Echo in an Open Field

The Trouble With Actual Organs: A Night at the Web

Posted by: Sacha Estelynn on: January 9, 2010

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Earth loomed brightly in the night sky, making the streetlights along Gunther Road almost superfluous. The sky was clear, though the air was just short of muggy; summer was almost in full swing, and this year it promised to be exceptionally hot. The water park in Ichiba.jp, a Japanese city to the south, would be getting plenty of business later in the season, if it wasn’t already. Elle hoped to go there herself, if she and Robbie could save up enough for them to go together. They almost always took their vacation time together, though usually they didn’t go to tourist attractions that cost more than twice their monthly rent. Euphonia.usa was big enough to keep them entertained usually—but there was no water park, and if there was anything Ellysia wanted to do on her next vacation, it was go down a giant water slide at Nishida Water Rides.

The Web was two blocks from Elle’s apartment building. In her imagination she was just being jetted from the slide into the pool when she came to the club’s entrance. It was a tall, long industrial drop gate, made of wire mesh and corrugated steel. A black burlap screen shielded the goings-on inside from passersby on the sidewalk. Barely visible at the center of the drop gate was a wicket door—a smaller door embedded in the gate, which upon closer inspection was no more than a hologram emitting from the threshold of the real door. The owner of the Web had found out when she opened the club that secrecy would make her establishment more popular—it was the prize at the end of a treasure hunt. Business boomed at the Web when it seemed to be forbidden fruit; mystery brought inquiring barhoppers and the sense of exclusivity made them regulars. Egos fed off the air of privateness that secrecy afforded, though the Web was never intended as a private club. Robbie had shown Ellysia the place for her eighteenth birthday; he interviewed Dahlia Balswick when she started hiding her club with the holographic gate, and had been going there himself years before Elle was old enough to drink. That had been almost five years ago, and Ellysia had been coming to the Web ever since.

Elle slipped into the Web, barely opening the door and quickly shutting it behind her. This was the custom, so as not to ruin the quest for people who’d come from as far away as the other side of the moon to find the elusive ginmill. The lights were flashing so that the club changed colors every five or ten seconds, and the music was turned up as loud as it ever was. For the crowd at the Web that Wednesday night, the smell wasn’t unbearable—the stench of stale beer didn’t flood into Elle’s nostrils the way it sometimes did even on slower nights. She shouldered her way toward the bar and took up a stool, setting her purse on the counter next to a digital blackjack machine. Elle waved her hand until she got the attention of the bartender, who was unabashedly watching a woman in Daisy Dukes make her way onto the dancefloor, his eyes trailing up from her firm thighs and butt up to the jiggle of her breasts as she walked. “Oi, Hezekiah, can I get a Disaronno on the rocks before you start drooling?”

Hez snapped out of his reverie, and didn’t look the least bit happy about it. “Coming up, sweetheart.” he said, almost bitterly.

Ellysia wasn’t the type a man would drool over, and she was well aware. She was a bit on the short side, shapely but always more modestly dressed than it seemed any man appreciated; her pretty face and bright green eyes really got Elle nowhere with men. It had taken her six years to accept this, but that didn’t make responses like Hezekiah’s any easier to swallow. “Actually,” she called after him, “just bring me a glass of ice and I’ll buy the whole damn bottle!”

The Journal of Brian Ezhno

Posted by: Sacha Estelynn on: November 26, 2009

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August 31, 2001 – Friday, 10:39pm

I had to read The Diary of Anne Frank for my English 10 Honors class over the summer. I already switched out of honors and into regular English, but I actually read the book. It was kind of interesting to read the thoughts of someone whose thoughts are purely theirs. Whose thoughts you can only touch because she’s written them down for you. By the end of the book it seemed like writing a diary would be a good idea. It’s supposed to be cathartic, and a way to organize your thoughts, and if there’s anything I need it’s those two things. I knew by the end of the book that there was a reason I had been assigned to read it. It was the hand of God (or something like that) telling me, Hey Brian, this is what you gotta do. So, I’m doing it.

Anne’s diary had a name. I can’t remember why she named it Kitty, and I don’t really care all that much. Mine I’m going to call Henry. I miss Henry. I was 4 years old when he died and I still can’t get over it. So maybe whoever wanted me to read Anne Frank also wants me to contact my brother somehow. Maybe it was Henry who told me to read Anne Frank so I’d know how to get in touch with him. It must be boring in Heaven.

So, Henry, I guess you’re wondering what I’ve got going on, to read The Diary of Anne Frank and think of myself. I’ve been having some problems since maybe 6th grade that I’ve never told anyone about. I think maybe there’s something wrong with me, but I don’t think I’d want to admit it even if I knew for sure. And since you died, I swear, Mom and Dad’ve acted like it was my fault. No fucking help there. But anyway, I think…. Well, no. I’ll just tell you a story.

The summer before I started middle school, everything started to get… different. Everything started changing. I don’t mean like hitting puberty and that shit, but literally changing in front of my eyes. One morning Dad came down the stairs and melted into the carpet. I ran to the bathroom to grab a towel to soak him up with, and when I came back he was sitting at the breakfast table like nothing had happened. Once my sister Liz strangled the cat till its eyes rolled back into its head, then she dropped it and the cat just walked away. It even shook its head and the bell on its collar jingled. Liz gave me a funny look when I gaped at the cat, and told me I was weird.

When school started I lost all my friends from elementary school. I’m pretty sure they all hated me anyway, so I decided I hated them, too.

The voices didn’t come till later. But they did come.

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