What to Do With a Gun – First Section

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She gave me the handgun and locked the door.  She and her four compadres watched me expectantly from outside.  The room I was in was like a glass box—it was only about six by three feet, only the ceiling and the floor opaque.  The only light was from the adjoining room.  It smelled like basil, the only sound the incessant buzzing you hear in your mind when it’s silent.

“Kali,” I whispered.  “I hate you..”

Deep in my mind—maybe as deep as my subconscious—I knew it wasn’t Kali I hated; it was me, and it had been me my entire life.  That was why she’d given me the gun, wasn’t it?  So that I could show her and the rest of her gang what I was made of?  So I could end it?  The silver gun shined in the dim light.

Do it, Jake!  Shoot, you worthless screw-up! something in my mind yelled.  It hadn’t been my voice, I knew, but it was definitely me who’d said it.  That was what I’d really thought of myself for three years, although I’d never before admitted it to myself.  And now that I had, it seemed so merciful—“worthless screw-up” was only the top of the grave gate.

I felt like a lab rat, with Kali and her gang peering into the glass room at me.  A sinking feeling grew at the pit of my stomach, like I’d eaten a bag of rocks, as I examined the Ruger in my hand.  Without checking, I knew the clip was full; none of the bikers watching me from outside thought I could pull the trigger without quivering and missing, although I knew already that I could.  I’d done it once before.

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Three years ago, my name was Andrew Keely.  I was an honor-roll student who had been described as decent and caring.  And I had been just that, for a while.

My home life then was fine, and I had no problems at school (nobody at school gives the fifth graders any problems—how many kids would want to get into it with the oldest kids in the school?); but rules at the playground were different.  I always wanted to be friends with the older kids like my brother Mike, but all they did was bully me and treat me like trash.  Every day, though, I went with Mike to the basketball court and weathered the abuse from his peers, hoping they’d start to like me better if I put up with it.

The way they treated me only got worse.  One of my brother’s classmates, Jeff, beat me up playing basketball on the afternoon after the last day of school.  The next day I came back with Mike, armed with my dad’s handgun.  The black pistol tucked into the waist of my jeans gleamed in the sunlight when I checked to make sure it was still there.  It was cool against my stomach, but still I began to sweat as I made my way toward the basketball court.  I knew who I was going to shoot.

When I pulled the pistol out, only a few kids noticed.  They started to scream, and soon everyone started to scramble.  I shot at them; or, at least, at everyone except my brother, who was coming toward me.  I made sure to aim low, because although I was angry I didn’t want to actually kill anyone.

Mike took the gun from me and shook me violently.  “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” he screamed at me.  We both tried not to look at the kids I’d shot, with their legs and backs gushing blood from their wounds.  I was glad, on some level, that I had done it, but when the reality of what I had done hit me, I drowned myself in guilt.  The police came and took me away less than five minutes later, paramedics rushing the wounded kids into ambulances and to the hospitals.

Nobody died—I’m glad for that now.  All twenty-four of the kids I shot recovered, although Jeffrey Ghomers was paralyzed from the waist down, and almost all of the victims went to see grief  and trauma counselors for a long time after I disappeared.  My trial lasted for over a year, along with several law suits being filed against my parents.

I was sent to the juvenile detention center at the eastern edge of town for eleven months.  My family rarely visited me, and the kids who’d called themselves my friends never came anywhere near the center.  The whole time all I could think of was ending my life, and how much easier that would be; they obviously didn’t need me anyway, right?  Maybe they were better off without me?

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Jake Morrigan’s story: I-1

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As the eyes and ears of Jord turned fully away from their precious oil territory, those of their envious neighbors focused in on Xidelstat. Two country-states—Barisma and Kadesh—directed their military caravans into the steppe in hopes of claiming it for themselves, once their leaders were sure that Nikita Roke and the President, Timbre McEachern, both had all of their attention on the new technology threats from Mortadel. This initial battle was uneventful for Xidelstat itself; the clashes between the armies took place only at the border between Barisma and Kadesh. But when it seemed to be over, both Kelmore Evid and Breverd Gerrans sent their troops further into Xidelstat, each believing they had won and the war was over.

Only once they began invading the capital did both powers realize that there was still a war to win before either could claim to have seized the territory and denounce Jord as its mother state. This second battle quickly became a slaughter, and Sarabi was the slaughterhouse. The number of soldiers was thinning on both ends, and the order came to begin drafting civilians as it became apparent that their forces were being bottlenecked by border patrols on and from both sides.

When Sarabians began to turn up missing and the city itself was being razed by the dynamite and the heavy artillery fire from the war, many of those remaining fled to the north, where Jord’s own military still was rumored to have some soldiers stationed. They stayed indoors by day and by night the citizens of Sarabi fled, hoping that they would get far enough away from the war zone that they and their families might be safe.

Judge Harlan M. Morrigan and his wife and children finished packing their things one evening a week into the third definitive conflagration. He had decided that they should leave in the quiet before this battle had started, but had thought that he and his family would have more time than the short fortnight that the peace had actually afforded them. More people had disappeared in the short time span of this battle than in previous excursions, and Harlan had finally given up hope of taking everything with them. They needed to leave immediately.

“Dad, me and Morie are ready to go.” Harlan’s ten-year-old son said, shambling into his parents’ bedroom. Jake held two large suitcases, his and Morie’s, one in each hand, both filled with clothes and maybe a sentimental knick-knack or two. His father nodded silently; his thoughts were elsewhere and his once-handsome face was drawn with worry. His son put the suitcases down by the open door and returned to the living room where his sister waited for him.

Mrs. Morrigan finished packing her own suitcase, which she had rested on the bed, and locked its clasps tightly. “Harlan—“ she began. I’m so scared had been her next words, but she broke down into tears instead. Harlan sat her down on the bed—the bed that they had shared for twenty-six joyous years—and held her close to him with his thick, strong arms.

“It’ll be alright, Shai. Don’t you worry. Everything will work out all right.” he cooed, kissing her comfortingly on the cheek. Shai Morrigan sniffled and wiped the tears from her face. Before she and her husband could stand, the sound of the front door swinging open shot through the house, followed by a scream—their six-year-old daughter’s voice. Harlan and Shai both bolted out into the living room to find their children face-to-face with two uniformed men at the front door.

Jake stood protectively in front of little Morwen, between her and the two men, whose military uniforms bore the blue fin-like emblem of the Barisman army. They were both tall, and clean shaven. One was holding his helmet in his hands; in his partner’s hands there was an assault rifle, and it was aimed first at Jake, then at Harlan.

“You are all hereby under military arrest,” said the one holding the helmet. There was a hint of contempt in his voice. “If you resist, my partner may have to use that.” He gestured to the rifle.

With his hands held away from him, Harlan cautiously made his way to his son’s side. The boy’s eyes flared with rage and his jaw was set. His father put a pacifying hand on his shoulder. “You heard him, Jakob. We’ll go and give them no trouble.” Harlan said sternly. When Jake did not respond—did not move—Harlan shook the youngster’s shoulder once. “Hear me, son?”

After a moment Jake’s whole body went at ease. His mother moved and picked Morwen’s hand up in hers, and when the soldier who’d spoken went through the doorway onto the porch and motioned for them to follow, she followed first, with her daughter trailing slightly behind her. Jake came third and Harlan walked behind him, followed closely by the soldier with the rifle.

“‘Military arrest,’” the forty-something judge scoffed, as he and his wife sat together on the hard earth in one of the Barisman camp’s holding tents. “We’re civilians, there is no such thing!”

He had been going on about this for some time before Shaila spoke up. “Harlan, please, this is no time to question the legalities,” she said. “What are they going to do to my babies?”

For a moment, they both were silent. They regarded each other in the darkness of the little tent that they shared with their children, who slept quietly a few feet away. They had fallen in love when he was in his twenties and Shaila Mae Swindon was eighteen years old. They married two years later and had three children, before they had ever conceived Jakob. There had been tragedies; they had lost a child before they had wed. Their second child, a son they had named Scott, had lived only to be sixteen years old. He had been a good boy—a good man—and that in fact had led to his death; but he had died a little girl’s hero, and the man who killed him would never see the world outside of prison or abuse any child ever again. When their third son was born a month after Scott’s death, they christened him Jakob Scott after that man he would never meet, and of whom he would never come to know.

Lorie, their first child, was twenty-six years old now, married to a well-to-do businessman in West City in the state of Yorkley. She and Richard Borenir had meant to visit her family on their anniversary, but by the time that would come around the war would already have taken its toll and left her home city in rubble. Their second son was Kaleb, who at age eighteen was already out on his own, earning a fine living at the national capital of Porto-Maro as a shipbuilder, after graduating from his apprenticeship two years earlier.

“I don’t know,” Harlan finally said, after that long moment. “I don’t know what’s going to happen to any of us. Let’s just get some sleep, dear; it’s late, and damned if they won’t wake us at the crack of dawn.” He settled onto his side on the hard-packed dirt, and Shai lay down next to him.

Jake heard the rustling of clothes from over his shoulder, and the whispered conversation being over he assumed that his parents were going to sleep. He finally allowed his eyes to shut as he wrapped a protective arm around his younger sister. In the silence that followed, the harsh realization came to him that none of them may ever see their home again, may be that they won’t all wake up in the morning. The thought sent chills down his spine and the tears came, but he forced himself to remain silent and still so that he would not wake his sister.

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Морая Кошка: The Sea Cat: October 9, 1828 (1)

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October 9, 1828

Yuriy Chernov,

This is Shurik Kalmakoff. Do you remember me? We were once best friends—we were close enough to have been brothers—in Vladivostok, Russia, years ago, until you left for Stoke-on-Trent in 1821. I hope to come to see you soon, and although my own tale is long, it is not so important that it cannot wait until we’ve docked at harbour in Britain. I am a sailor now, and have so been since after you left Russia, and as the end of our voyage is near, I want to tell you the tale of my foster father, employer, and Kapitan.

Kapitan Vladislav Monrova was not always a seafaring man. He had once been a man of family; he had had a daughter, Zoya, and a wife, Inna Elena. They lived on the harbour off the Sea of Okhotsk in 1810. That was the year that Zoya would be married, the year that Vladislav would christen his first watercraft, the Enazoya, and, ultimately, the year that the Monrova family would be destroyed.

Months after Zoya Monrova’s wedding (the captain had never said exactly how long after), reports of a fast-spreading disease swept through the Okhotsk Gavan’. The harbourfolk were urged strongly to send for a vaccine to this un-named disease; Vladislav Monrova stepped up to the task, as he felt it was his duty to do the Gavan’ a favour, after so many people had helped to create for Zoya her dream wedding. Vladislav left for the vaccine on his cargo ship Enazoya in the month of April.

Vladislav returned a month and a half later. In the time he was away, though, the disease itself had swept through the harbour like a storm surge, killing over 200 of the little seaport’s 811 residents—two of whom were Inna Elena and Zoya.

The deaths of Vladislav’s only family—for he, before he had married Inna Elena, had been a waif himself—nearly drove the man mad. He burnt the Enazoya to its bones and let it sink to the bottom of the Okhotskoe More, and attempted time and time again to end his own life. Zoya’s newly widowed husband, Ilya Shefner, had Monrova locked away, for his own protection; five years passed before the captain could once again see the light of day—and the Sea.

In the year of 1819, Vladislav Monrova took his life’s savings to the bank farther into the mainland, and spent all he’d ever had on the biggest ship he could afford. It was a triple-mast, quadruple-sailed rig with a fair-sized hull and forecastle. The bit of harbour shinplaster that Monrova had left over from his purchase was used to stock the galley with fruits and vegetables and cooking supplies and vodka.

The only thing that Vladislav had forgotten in his calculations of cost and supply was the second most important thing (next to, of course, the ship itself)—the crew. He found himself penniless and crewless then, without anything like to a plan. But with the popularity of migration to the Americas, he found that he could gain revenue by transporting people from Russia to the New Land, and would thereby gain crewmen, if not only temporarily, and bonds of friendship on both continents.

Kapitan Monrova never did recount much on his many journeys to and from the Americas, even when he was almost three sheets to the wind; all I’ve been privy to is that he made many travels between August of 1819 and fall of 1821.

By the Spring of 1822, Monrova had enough rubles to hire a crew. When he had finished recruiting, the captain had 44 crewmen, men he had come to trust from the Motherland, and some from the Americas, between his journeys between the continents. Whence the crew had been completed, the Kapitan shifted his focus on trade and got his Russian Traders License.

And so, Vladislav Monrova christened the Moraya Koshka; and so the harbourman became the Kapitan; and so the sea took him.

Море Взяет Его
Shurik Kalmakoff

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